Saori / Hematomas

And the sadder I get, the better the record sounds
I rip my heart out suddenly, it’s not ready
I mixed booze with liquor
A goddess, don’t take advantage, I’m a smart guy
Success is thinking and then existing, I don’t care about the views

She’s annoyed because I suffer but I don’t demand
Because I forget what I want, but never what she said
A lot of haters, I never fake it, I fall and fix it
The only lesson I’ll leave to my kids

Kid, today I share it like my mom taught me
I sit on the same side of the bed, that blonde isn’t calling
For that waist, a heart wrapped in flames
Or the emoji with a broken heart when my mind misses you

The more I like it, the more it hurts me
Witch with her scythe
She’s ripping my ego and my guts
I listen to her and she deceives me

I’m a poet, she’s a hermit
If I come out alive, it’s a feat
It’s bitter drink, sugarcane liquor
Very little inertia, right? Long distances

I’m talking about essences, not fragrances
She’s gonna charge for the stay
Zero warnings, no thanks given
Little patience is gonna kill my cravings

I just made it less important

And that’s how I ended up half hurt
Going to sleep bent over with an ass that isn’t even mine
From thinking about you so much, I haven’t eaten, how messed up!
Seeing your face everywhere is my punishment, I ended up lost

And that’s how I found a space for them
From so many residues and ashes, it looked like Pompeii
She’s Saori and I’m Seia
A message lost at sea in a bottle

It hurts more to know that I’m falling
The surroundings don’t match anymore
I don’t even know if the bitter drink
Reaches the point of no return
Come on, queen, tell me something
I’ve got food in the oven

I don’t even know what I’m worth
I’ve got the world on my shoulders
Distilled alcohol to the core
Queen, I don’t even respond anymore

If you’re feeling bad, breathe deep
The condor is watching me
You look like Blue Mary from Fatal Fury, I know all her combos
This one’s for you like Jordan told Mutombo

Brief pause, I’m being watched
Tears overflowed
The sky goes from blue to lilac
My voice has no charm
I keep a blunt in my backpack

I’ve never missed someone this much
Sometimes I don’t even have the energy
I turned the saint upside down

I hope something changes
That my luck takes a turn
The shot is on the table and I’m second
How can I not feel alone if you’re my life and my world
At least when I write, we’re together, nauseating

Today I’m missing her
As if she’s thinking of me
Enjoying the bitter drink
From the tears I saw on her face
I remembered her looking at dresses at Zara

I wonder who takes them off, and if I could, I’d avoid it
Precise hits, scars, hematomas
That devil is a vampire disguised as a person
A lost verse, a bomb that doesn’t detonate
Life always catches up, it gets better but doesn’t forgive.