J'En Déduis Que Je T'Aime

By the fear of losing you
And not seeing you anymore
By these insane worlds
That swarm in my head
By these sleepless nights
Where madness lurks
When doubt brushes me
And tints my heart black
I deduce that I love you
I deduce that I love you

By the time I take
To only think of you
By my reigns of day
Where you reign as an idol
By your desired body
That makes my body go crazy
And the anguish at the thought
That you're playing with me
I deduce that I love you
I deduce that I love you
By the cold that grips me
When I catch sight of you
By my breath caught
And my blood freezing
By the desolation
That shrinks my space
And the pain
That you often cause me
Despite yourself

By the contradiction
Between my head and my heart
By my twenty lost years
That I realize in you
By your distant looks
That sometimes are enough for me
And make me hope
For better days
I deduce that I love you
I deduce that I love you
By the idea that the end
Could be a beginning
By my torn joys
By your indifference
By all the words of love
That remain in suffering
Since telling them to you
Is forbidden to me
I deduce that I love you
I deduce
My love