La Despedida

If I could tell you that I moved on with my life
That I sleep well at night and the days don't weigh on me
If I could lie to you like you did
Take away your guilt and keep it for myself

But who takes away this pain from me?
That goes far beyond you
Because you only cheated on me
But I betrayed myself

For listening to my heart
That, between you and me, always chose you
What does it matter if I love you or not
I just know I don't love myself

You could tell me
That there's still a chance
And it makes me angry, because I would think about it

I'm waiting for you to tell me
That this is just a nightmare
Not to get on that plane
Not to leave your life

I'm waiting for you to tell me
That you also cry in secret
That you do have a heart
That the farewell also affected you

But who takes away this pain from me?
That goes far beyond you
Because you only cheated on me
But I betrayed myself

For listening to my heart
That, between you and me, always chose you
What does it matter if I love you or not
I just know I don't love myself

I'm waiting for you to tell me
That this is just a nightmare
Not to get on that plane
Not to leave your life

I'm waiting for you to tell me
That you also cry in secret
That you do have a heart
That the farewell also affected you