Inside Identity

Where is my place?

Feeling misunderstood or wanting to correct mistakes
Who can say what's right and what's wrong?
Flowing through the ordinary, feeling out of place
Swallowing down the past mistakes, laughing it off

I want someone to understand this side of me
I want to say it but I can't
Why can't anyone understand?
Is it too much to ask for? Or maybe not?

The emotional sun
Raises the heat too high, something's about to happen
I want to scream but I can't help it
Desperately seeking my identity, ah

(inside my feeling
inside my justice
Don't disturb me, where is my place?)

Someone says I'm cute, echoing next to me
'Idiot' ringing in my head, waking up and facing another day
The flashy decorations, I'm not comfortable with them
I know there are things only I can do

Is it painful to be seen through?
Is nodding the right thing to do?
'What is the truth?' bothers me
I want to find the answer, I want to stare at it

Knowing loneliness, knowing love
Not mature enough to handle it, but
Though it's lonely, I won't give up
My unbreakable identity, ah

Just surviving is not enough
I'm here because I want to leave something behind
The pleasure I received from someone
Is not my happiness alone

Everyday may seem mundane
But the day where I can find meaning will come
Even if called 'delusional'
In the whirlpool of a moratorium

The emotional sun
Raises the heat too high, something's about to happen
I want to scream but I can't help it
Desperately seeking my identity, ah

(inside my feeling
inside my justice
Don't disturb me, where is my place?)