Esta Vez Está Bien

If it's this time it's okay
I know I sometimes failed you too
That's why it hurts to feel guilty that you left
That's why this time it's okay
I know you don't want to come back and it's okay
That doesn't mean losing you doesn't hurt me

So if it wasn't love then why did it hurt as if it were
At the gates of heaven, I'll be waiting for you outside
I don't know if it's madness or spring
But enduring the wait of waiting makes me desperate

I walked the street where we met again
To see if someone tells me how good we looked one day
With the life we made if we still continue
There's something about that pain that makes me feel alive
What happened tell me if I offended you forgive me
If you cry with the same songs blame me
Because I miss you too, although I know it's impossible
Apologizing this time doesn't help me

If it's this time it's okay
I know I sometimes failed you too
That's why it hurts to feel guilty that you left
That's why this time it's okay
I know you don't want to come back and it's okay
That doesn't mean losing you doesn't hurt me

And now who will be the one to wake up with you tomorrow
Around the belly button will kiss you
You already sleep somewhere else
And although I know you're not coming back
Although I know you don't want to see me
I haven't been able to forget you and I've thought about looking for you
In all those kisses that speak to me of you all these months don't taste like you
If it's this time it's okay