Hoy Se (feat. ZPU)
C-Kan
Today I Should Have Loved You
Today I know I should have loved you
Like you truly deserved
That I shouldn’t have left you
Especially not during those days
When you needed me by your side
And I never said a word
I shouldn’t have stayed silent
About how much I cared for you, ah
I feel like I’m out of ink, out of inspiration
A prayer that describes you, a song
I’m singing out of pain even though I’m smiling outside
I fell for a heart that I ended up breaking
In my room, I always find you around
I’ll set the bed on fire to feel your warmth
If that’s what you need, then why complain?
If we never loved, why did it hurt to let go?
I’m drinking from the glasses you used to drink from
With a full schedule, but an empty bed
Of your breath, of my scent, of your kisses, of the taste
Now you see, love, how much heartbreak hurts
And I’ll sing even if you don’t want to hear me
Or say goodbye even if I don’t want to leave
I feel like I’m going to die
We missed so many kisses to say goodbye
Today I know I should have loved you
Like you truly deserved
That I shouldn’t have left you
Especially not during those days
When you needed me by your side
And I never said a word
I shouldn’t have stayed silent
About how much I cared for you, ah
And I’m still quiet, as quiet as ice blocks
And this time this song isn’t for the heavens
It’s as much for you as it is for me, half of me is a joke
But, babe, you made origami in my heart and it doesn’t exist
Sorry, but resentment dethroned you as queen
Without guilt, the actor rose seeking payback
Hey, Jack the Ripper of stories that could have been
They were thirsty, don’t forget and love each other
Because maybe you’ll cross paths again with someone like me
Who cared for you, but in day-to-day life didn’t pay attention
Like I should have, which is also what you deserve
When love cools down and only trusts sometimes
When you needed me in the middle of disaster, but I wasn’t there
And you stopped flying like you were on a cloud
It’s not that I didn’t want to, it’s that I didn’t know
How to tell you what I felt, I was dying for you
But, girl, don’t worry
Today I know I should have loved you
Like you truly deserved
That I shouldn’t have left you
Especially not during those days
When you needed me by your side
And I never said a word
I shouldn’t have stayed silent
About how much I cared for you, ah
