Pesadilla En El Cielo

Aha
Any resemblance to reality
It's C-Kan

I open my eyes, I don't know if it was a nightmare
Next to my bed there's a bottle of pills
It's empty, memories come to me suddenly
The nausea, the pain, my hand touches my forehead
I repeat it was real, I'm sure I talked to God
Whether it was the devil, Nei, or Ruff, it was his voice
There where they offered me a thousand souls for my notebook
And women I love, it was surely hell
Because already unconscious from insomnia pills
It seemed like I had conversations with the demon
And it's not like they say, but he does know us
He told me my sins before calling me José
What are you doing here? Damn miserable dog
I hate you for all the people your rap made happy
I asked about my dad, a guy named Chakanis told me
He reserved a place here for Daniel and José Luis
Surely he's out there as a devil with the devil's women, the godfather
Lost with a crazy demon nicknamed El Cuino
Who has an angel's name, I think his name is David
By the way, since he arrived, they prayed for you
I walked while rapping alone with obscene rhymes
The heat's burning melted my chains
They asked if I was a God because of the way I write
I asked about 2Pac, they told me he's still alive
And Satan appeared and said I can't take it anymore
There's no place for you here, I don't want to see you ever again
And my vision blurred, then his voice spoke to me
He also said I miss you and gave me a kiss
I couldn't see him, but I knew he was there
And he said Goodbye, brother, there's no place for you here
I'll be with you, but don't come back here
Go towards that light, seek what you deserve
And he left me alone, he didn't appear again
And he left me alone like that Friday the 13th
Suddenly the light, and I return please
And suddenly another voice saying I am the Lord
The Lord of what? The Lord of where? Who is the Lord?
Then tell me who I should claim to
An immense peace began to calm me
He said son, light up and let's smoke
A joint with Jesus that lasted only a second
I told him about the shit I've seen in this world
I apologized for dropping out of school
And also a minute to hug my grandmother
Let's talk about my brother and who made us meet
Talking about my brother, please, let us see each other
Then I go down to hell, I don't deserve heaven
Some stupid commandments, I always disobey them
Who the hell said you had to die?
Come back to Earth to live, there's much to write
Say hi to the government, the church, and religion
Tell them I keep a place in my heart for them
That I'm right, you don't contradict God
So, C-Kan, goodbye, let them know and tell me
I said I always pray and it seems you don't listen
He replied as long as you live, the questions will be many
And then, when will be my time? I asked
And then he touched my forehead and I woke up (damn, damn)