Raining

My red hair that I got from my mother was divided in two My braids swaying
I still wonder why
But even now I don't know
I stood up quietly in my seat, scissors clenched in my hand
And cut my ponytails
It was a very bright, sunny day
And I thought I didn't need the future
I was powerless and couldn't choose my words
Only the scent of the way home was gentle
I can keep living
So I thought
Someone laughed in the classroom
It was a very bright, sunny day
With no hair left, this time I tried cutting my arms
I cut and cut and felt a warmth
I danced with my arms covered in blood
You weren't there anymore
There was nothing there, the sun was bright
It was a very bright, sunny day
I couldn't even cry
The earth was too endless, everything was beautiful
In white clothes I came from far away
Not walking in a line, I sung a little
If it was a rainy day like today, surely I would have been able to cry
It was a very bright, sunny day
And I thought I didn't need the future
I was powerless and couldn't choose my words
Only the scent of the way home was gentle
I can keep living
So I thought
Someone laughed in the classroom
It was a very bright, sunny day