Desvelado

You just left me a photo
And I don't even want to see it
Thinking if I should throw it away
Or maybe I have to break it
Although sometimes I think I'm crazy

Because I want to have her again
But then I remember that you were shit
Because I don't love you
But I need you
Like money
I'm addicted to your body

I don't blame myself for that, I don't allow you if I keep shouting
Damn the day I met you
I don't know why the hell you said yes
If I did everything to not lose you
And without realizing it, I lost myself

I lost my friends, I lost my girlfriends
I lost my family and I was left with nothing
And all for what and why
For a fuck up
And the truth is I don't know what to do anymore

I don't even feel like drinking
Because every time I do it
I always want
To see you again

I fell in love with a damn beauty
So when you catch me sad
With a bottle
I just ask you a big favor, don't talk to me about her

Today sleepless
Awake
Same clothes
Same friends
Trying to erase you
Trying to hate you

I go sleepless
Awake
With other lips and other moans
Trying to ignore
That I still need you

As Romeo used to say
I don't like the little guy with the arrow
Although he always tries
He fails me again

I'm not good at love
I do better with alcohol
Just kidding, understand it
As my mother used to say

Son, someone will hurt you in life
I was hurt so I had to change
And all night I go out
To forget the pain of your goodbye

This is my farewell
And even though it hurts, that's life
Today I have to heal the wounds
With alcohol to forget your departure

Today sleepless
Awake
Same clothes
Same friends
Trying to erase you
Trying to hate you

I go sleepless
Awake
With other lips and other moans
Trying to ignore
That I still need you