He Sabido Que Te Amaba

I hit a bar
With your loyal act when you cried
So many months for nothing and to think I was the disaster

No, I'm not just another one, I'm the only one who loved you
And I hope you remember that when karma judges you
You're not my vice, even though I get addicted to you
I hit the ground again, lying with marijuana and alcohol

But I don't blame you
I blame myself for trusting
For believing in your words and being let down

I don't want to see you like this, it will be about photos
Because rage eats me up just by seeing your face
Seeing the truth in your eyes made me realize one thing
And that is that all women are very good liars

I swear I won't trust anyone again
I hate you so much and I love you, how could you fail me
If I kept your laughing audios for bad times
I was happy to hear your voice when we had no contact

Because you painted a world where I was the only one
I was just the only idiot who was smart with you
Shame, it gives me just to have boasted about you
To allow your lies to enter my ears

What I don't understand is what the damn intention was
Wanting to have me, to then break my heart
Now your kisses taste like a strange bitter drink
I gave everything for you and you didn't care anymore, however

I'll say I love you because I couldn't deny it
But with liquor and vice is how I'm going to get over it
You'll regret it twice when life judges you
When you see that no one values you like I did

You brought color to my black and white world
And now in this loneliness I'll have to erase your nuances
And it's that a dead person, the soul keeps scars immeasurable
And it's that a crow, will never love you with my madness

I loved your body even if it wasn't the most slender
Because at least in my eyes it was always the perfect body
And it will always be because I'll keep you in memories
I have the satisfaction of not being the one who's losing

And if you were to come back I could never live with Judas
Because after lying all truth becomes doubt
In my flaws, my jealousy and distrust you shield yourself
But you know you failed and it hurts even if you pretend

Keep saying that I was the one who failed you
After all, with actions, everything is revealed
I don't care, flirt and fornicate with whoever you want
I'm selective, I don't get involved with any bitch

Although I made a mistake with you
I don't regret helping you and how I treated you
Every being expresses and acts what is inside
I realized who you were a long time ago

Now it's your turn, with the gun you aimed at me and you perish
I never wanted to see you like this, but karma collects interests
I want you to know that I hate you, with my soul but thanks
You gave me the desire to write more bars again

You did what you swore never to do and now you pay for it
You swore in a sea of tears, not to lie to my face
I don't forgive even though your eyes showed good intentions
You were a good time in my life and you leave with this song