Solo

I am aware of that shit but I keep ruining myself
Because it has left so many wounds but I keep looking for it

I am aware of that shit but I keep ruining myself
I don't know how much longer I can live
Because it has left so many wounds but I keep looking for it
At least she makes me come alive
There is nothing to fear, there is nothing to lose
Don't hesitate to do it if they forget you anyway
I don't want to know anymore, I don't want to understand anymore
I just want to believe that she was mine

I roll weed in the morning while she is sleeping (drug mom)
The angels crying but my boys distributing (I've sinned mom)
Don't call me woman anymore, don't cry for me anymore
I just want more pleasure, I just want more love
Why do they talk to me so much about that fantasy?
If in the end I find myself alone
Although inside everyone is with me, in the end I walk alone (alone)
Mom, I swear we will meet again but today I want to sleep alone (alone)
For those who couldn't win but still walked alone, alone
(Although inside everyone is with me, in the end I walk alone
Mom, I swear we will meet again but today I want to sleep alone
For those who couldn't win but still walked alone, but still walked alone)

I am aware of that shit but I keep ruining myself
I don't know how much longer I can live
Because it has left so many wounds but I keep looking for it
At least she makes me come alive
There is nothing to fear, there is nothing to lose
Don't hesitate to do it if they forget you anyway
I don't want to know anymore, I don't want to understand anymore
I just want to believe that she was mine