Ya No Sé Que Hacer Conmigo

I already had to go to mass, I already played 'Für Elise' on the piano
I already learned to fake my smile, I already walked on the ledge
I already changed the place of my bed, I already did comedy, I already did drama
I was straightforward and I beat around the bush, I played the good guy and had a bad reputation
I was ethical, and I was erratic, I was skeptical and I was fanatical
I was apathetic, I was methodical, I was impudent and I was chaotic
I already read Arthur Conan Doyle, I switched from gasoline to diesel
I read Breton and Moliere, I slept on a mattress and on a box spring
I already changed my hair color, I was against and in favor
what used to give me pleasure now gives me pain, I was on the other side of the counter
And I hear a voice that says without reason
'You're always changing, you can't change anymore'
and I'm becoming more and more the same
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I already drowned in a glass of water, I already planted coffee in Nicaragua
I went to try my luck in the USA, I played Russian roulette
I believed in Martians, I was an ovo-lacto vegetarian
Healthy, I was calm and I was a gypsy, I was relaxed and I was up to my neck
I took a mythology course but the gods laughed at me
I barely passed jewelry and now I'm applying rhythmology
I already tried, smoked, drank, quit, signed, traveled, hit
I suffered, avoided, fled, assumed, left, returned, pretended, lied
And among so many falsehoods many of my lies are now truths
I made easy adversities, and I complicated myself in trivialities
And I hear a voice that says with reason
'You're always changing, you can't change anymore'
and I'm becoming more and more the same
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I had a facelift, got a piercing, went to see the Dream Team and there was no feeling
I tattooed Che on one butt cheek, above mommy so it wouldn't come off
I laughed and didn't care about things and people that now scare me
I fasted for pointless causes, I overindulged in rotisserie chicken
I was a psychologist, went to the theologian, went to the astrologer, went to the winemaker
I was an alcoholic and a suck-up, I was anonymous and I dieted
I threw stones and spit where I now work
and my record tells, without stopping, that I behaved well and caused trouble
And I hear a voice that says without reason
'You're always changing, you can't change anymore'
and I'm becoming more and more the same
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
And I hear a voice that says with reason
'You're always changing, you can't change anymore'
and I'm becoming more and more the same
I don't know what to do with myself