Bala

I stare into the void while I let my feet dangle, my only friend is the bottle
That my life is over has marked me
Since I marked my skin it could have been better

I have climbed to the roof of the largest skyscraper
Trying to make my problems seem small
But I haven't escaped them even by climbing this summit
So stars up above give me a sparkle

Welcome, I'm taking the easy way out today
And I was more courageous and patient in all my defeats
But every asshole who says that when someone attacks you
Getting up stronger tells nothing but lies

It never crossed my mind that I might die
Being just a young man who didn't think about leaving prematurely
Life made me different, I stumbled upon everything head on
And I've been moving away from the fucking world, away from all the people

There's no turning back now my ticking will stop the sand will fall
To not turn again this is the end it's my turn to disappear goodbye mom
And dad remember that I will always love you

And if I survive I'll see you tomorrow
I'll see you tomorrow

I stare into space as I dangle my feet
My only friend is the bottle that I already finished
Life marked me as I marked my skin, it could have been better

I stare into space as I dangle my feet
My only friend is the bottle that I already finished, life has marked me
Since I marked my skin it could have been better, maybe

If it's already dawn, where is the sun? Since I knew I was older
I spend the day drinking alcohol, I have rum and coke for breakfast
I talk to myself alone, neither love nor consolation fills me

My mother has already had to listen to this song
And he'll have called the police to find me
No? The sirens sing and I love them. Doesn't my throat sing?
Something inside me rises, enough I say out loud

I swear I was good, I always had faith even though I only learned to lose
I fell and woke up like that, my childhood and adolescence, knowing nothing about pills
The consequences of bad experiences Cheers!

The last thing I want today is to be thirsty so I dressed up
The best tie and the best suit only die once
And a message, I hate you! They didn't understand me until I bled on the paper

And if I survive I'll see you tomorrow
I'll see you tomorrow

I stare into space as I dangle my feet
My only friend is the bottle that I already finished, life has marked me
Since I marked my skin it could have been better

I stare into the void as I dangle my feet, my only friend
It's the bottle that I already finished, life marked me like me
I marked my skin could have been better, maybe