Por Mi Inseguridad (feat. Diego el Jhane)

I’m drinking, drowning the memory
Of loving you so much, I miss myself
The world means nothing if we don’t have each other
With the uncertainty of whether we’ll come back

I miss your kisses, I miss the silence
The beautiful moments that come with a price
And I’m broke
Paying for heartbreak with excess

Getting rid of the bad vibes in my bones
And how we used to look at each other
We talked without speaking
Without having to say a word

Something as vast as the sky
Like the sea
I didn’t think it would end
But just like it came, it goes
But just like it came, it goes

Because I feared losing her
And my insecurity made her leave
And now without you, nothing fills me up
Nothing fills me up

Because I feared losing her
And my insecurity made her leave
And now without you, nothing fills me up
Nothing fills me up

I don’t trust people
I don’t even know what we are
School didn’t teach me
How to face my fears

Life’s punches gave me a heart of stone
We made love, and I don’t know where we left it
They tell me life was written
But I disagreed with this last chapter

Let me know if you need me
How do I move on without holding your hand?
I know you don’t deserve a lifetime of waiting
Even if I try to call you, it’s pointless now

I’ve gone back a thousand times to where I used to find you
I found everything, but you weren’t there
Now that I’ve started remembering you again
It hasn’t calmed my anxiety or my urge to see you

Even though in my mind I can’t stop seeing you everywhere
Just in case, I’ll be waiting where I always do
Stop hurting me
Wherever you are, I know you’ll take care of me

And even if I see you in people around me
There’s no damn band-aid that can fix this mess
Stop hurting me
I swear on my life I’m growing up

That even though you’re gone, everything stays the same
You needed more time, and I’m always late
(I’m always late, I’m always late
I’m always late, I’m always late)