Cocaína

You melt into my skin
And it’s like ecstasy with a taste of honey
And even though I know you’re death
I only dream of having you
With every breath you take away my freedom
And shake up my mental state
I don’t know if I’m lucky
Or cursed for not seeing you

And it’s you who’s there, when I can’t find peace
You come and go, like a fleeting high
That makes me forget, the miserable grind
Of my spirit used to letting me down
But you enchant me
And you hypnotize me
Though then without a word you’ll leave
And the anguish comes back once more

'Cause I need your lethal dose of dopamine
I’m like a devoted parishioner to your loyal doctrine
Blindly I’ll follow your steps, even if I die at dusk
Of a meaningless life, which you shattered to pieces

No, I have no control, the alcohol again
Invades my blood and eclipses the sun
And so in silence
I stay in the dark

You melt into my skin
And it’s like ecstasy with a taste of honey
And even though I know you’re death
I only dream of having you
With every breath you take away my freedom
And shake up my mental state
I don’t know if I’m lucky
Or cursed for not seeing you

Drowning in your sweet poison
There’s no escape, just a rope
That chokes me in the frenzy
So uncompromising that nothing talks
You’ve taken my courage
Today I depend on you, even if I don’t want to
You control me to the point of having given up
On the one I loved most and I can’t take it anymore

You know I can’t take it anymore
Like a puppet dancing to the rhythm of your voice
My unreal acting
Is a sad reflection of my existence that worsens
The hours pass
I don’t want this life
But I know they won’t understand
This deep pain

I have no way out
Not even love protects me
'Cause I fell in love with this pain
I’m bleeding out and in the background plays that fucking Frank Sinatra
Now I understand why I hate my shrink so much
And I could’ve been someone better maybe
Today I’m lost in infinite peace

You melt into my skin
And it’s like ecstasy with a taste of honey
And even though I know you’re death
I only dream of having you
With every breath you take away my freedom
And shake up my mental state
But I wasn’t lucky enough
To have been stronger.