Inevitable

I've lost the will to fight
And that innocent hope
I know I can't fall in love again
'Cause I don't believe in anyone
Today I choose my peace of mind
Over that chemical and mental cycle
'Cause I don't need to love

But when I think of you
I inevitably start dreaming again
Of everything I once believed
You fill my being with your magic
You completely overflow my heart
There's something in you that makes me believe in love

I resist this emotion
I think love is stupid
Or maybe deep down inside me
I'm just scared
But I don't want to risk
Drinking your deadly poison
And being exposed to pain again

But when I think of you
I inevitably start dreaming again
Of everything I once believed
You fill my being with your magic
You completely overflow my heart
There's something in you that makes me believe in love

I can't fool myself anymore
By your side, I feel it's real
That story they called: Eternity
Seems to exist
And when I wanted to hug you
You vanished from my reality
It was just a dream and now you're gone

But when I finally woke up
And realized you weren't real
I felt relief and at the same time great pain
I wonder if I'll find
Your eyes and you'll light up again
This incredulous and empty heart