1000 Preguntas

Lying on my bed, while I cry to the pillow
1000 questions, unanswered, and my mother worried
Looking for a way out, my problems stink
And I'm here trying not to cause more trouble

If I don't want to think about you, I ask where you are
Looking up at the sky, we have a guardian angel
I want to ask life why you left your girl
And why everything is empty if my family still fills me

I forgive so much that no one hurts for failing me
I cried so much that I don't have to dry my tears anymore
I imagined what I wanted when I was little
And now I look in the mirror, I am everything I asked for

Humility is not judged by how I dress
The best brand I've seen is that of your heart
With shoes worth millions and some worth two grand
You can still reach the same destination

Overcoming losses in a country that is not mine
I already feel lost, my grandma is not with me
I never imagined that just that goodbye
Which I felt wanted would be the last with you

When I thought there was nothing worse without meaning
I get the news that my baby no longer has a heartbeat
I thought I had been screwed
There's only that moment when I had to mix my sorrow with resentment

For the same reason I ask myself
For the same reason I question myself
For the same reason I blame myself
For the same reason I don't forgive
And it's not that I'm not a believer, because God blesses
But I don't forgive Him for the gray days I have because of Him

Tell me how I overcome abuse at 8 years old
If an innocent girl still doesn't know these damages
Nor the evil that exists now, what would she think that you grew up
But I won't forget, bastard, what you did to me

Being my own blood, because if I was a girl
I regret to tell you that for your daughter the sentence, even if it hurts
Even if it's not my fault, and even if I'm no longer at war
I hope that whatever happens to her, hurts you the most