Je Suis Malade

I don't dream anymore, I don't smoke anymore
I don't even have a story
I'm dirty without you, I'm ugly without you
I'm like an orphan in a dormitory

I no longer feel like living my life
My life stops when you leave
I have no more life and even my bed
Turns into a train platform
When you leave

I am sick, completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair

I am sick, perfectly sick
You arrive, never know when
You leave, never know where
And it will soon be two years
That you don't care

Like to a rock, like to a sin
I am attached to you
I am tired, I am exhausted
Pretending to be happy when they are there

I drink every night, but all the whiskeys
Taste the same to me
And all the boats carry your flag
I don't know where to go, you are everywhere

I am sick, completely sick
I pour my blood into your body
And I am like a dead bird when you sleep

I am sick, perfectly sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
Yet I had talent, before your skin

This love is killing me, if it continues
I will die alone with myself
Next to my radio, like a stupid kid
Listening to my own voice singing

I am sick, completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair

I am sick, that's it, I am sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
And I have a completely sick heart
Surrounded by barricades. Do you hear? I am sick