Nada vale

I'm the one who told you one day
that I was going to forget you,
the one who laughed at your immensity.
The same one who sighs looking back,
at those many moments that won't come back.
The crazy deranged one who let go
the best of his life, also saying,
that 'this is just a pastime,
and it will soon end'.
Damn cowardice, stupid ignorance.

Regret consumes me,
no, I can't live with the remorse.
And I want so much, and I think, and I think so much,
and I want, and I shout oh!
I want to hide, and I want to escape,
I want to fade away, I want to resurrect.
I want to give you back, I want to love you again.
I want time to go back now
so I can kiss you, so I can have
second after second, your everything woman.
And let the earth open up, and swallow me now,
if I don't get you back, nothing is worth anything.

I'm the one who could despise so much beauty,
without knowing that one day I would need
the essence of the eternal and the tranquility
to share life with his other half.
The crazy in love one who suffers believing,
that it was too early
for you to come to him.
Lost in memories without understanding
how there was the clumsiness to deny the magic.

And I just think, and I think, and I want so much,
and I suffer, and I shout oh!
I want to hide, and I want (...)
Regret consumes me (...)