Se Estas Paredes Falassem...

If these walls could talk
If they told every time
That I saw myself on my knees
In the darkness
Afraid to stand up
And gaze into the dim light
My eyes in the mirror
Saying it's not true.

It can't be true
But there's so much cruelty
To throw my heart into the fire
For feeling like I don't have the strength
To silence these mouths
And push away the fingers from my direction

Weak wings
Don't let me fly
And I don't remember asking
For you to stay
And tear flesh from my chest with
So much hatred
And shout, for me to exclude myself
From your world

I no longer know
For how long I haven't
Seen the sun with my own eyes
I no longer know
If it's out of fear or if
I forgot how to look outside

Cold doors leave me breathless
And no one hears me knocking
To come help me
And I no longer want to live
With fear or shame
To breathe, to exist
Or to kiss your lips

If these walls could talk
If they told every time I dreamed of living
In another place
Where Mars loves Mars, and Venus can stroll
Hand in hand with Venus
Without worrying
About the cowardly wind
That leaves me up late
Afraid and not knowing if you
Will come back
Come back

Am I wrong
For wanting to be by your side
In gardens where flowers don't poison the air?
The air