Viento de Otoño

When I'm left alone
I feel cold on my skin
And a strange fear
Takes hold of my being

I can hear your steps
And count them unintentionally
Waking up a thousand times
Before dawn

And it's because I know you're with him
That I've lost your childhood in my dreams
And though I suffer bitterly
I will never leave you
Because this is my way of loving

But the autumn wind is like this
And it takes me further away from you every moment
That wind that drags you
And takes away your warmth
Into the arms without love

This is my story without a final chapter
Old as time
Sad as its truth
Lacking hope, full of sincerity
Of incredible hours, of infinite loneliness

I've wanted to forget you once and for all
And erase your cold image from my past
But I stubbornly keep trying to make you see
That you are just a game to him

How many times have I stood at your door
I've bitten blow by blow my pain
And crying like a child
Hidden in a corner
Blinded by the jealousy of my love
Of our love, of our love