El Dia En Que Mori

It's really hard, mom
to wake up and not have you next to me in bed,
the hours don't pass, the days embrace me with their loneliness,
and echo my pain in this song,
let's be honest, no one will love you more than I do,
and no one will love me more than you, I know it,
that's why I don't want to hide and lose faith,
I know we will solve this,
we have a lot to do,
we have many paths to walk,
but I never forgot anything at all.
When we kissed for the first time,
your eyes were the answer I asked God for,
under the moon until the sun rises, loving each other,
I wouldn't change anything from our story,
except the moment you felt hurt and alone,
let me undo the wrong I did to you, I didn't mean to hurt you,
it wasn't my intention to be the eclipse
that hid the light you always gave me.

Chorus:
will you be able to forget that I hurt you,
that I didn't know how to come back,
I'm going to take off without landing,
in that place where everything sleeps,
I know you will dream, you will miss me,
how I wish I could be there,
to go through just one more time,
the immortality that your eyes gave me.

I want you to know more about me,
I want to try to describe something about the end for you, without you I died,
without you I suffered every day, without you I fell on every corner,
your life made a wound of my faith,
Every wound made me a new life,
and I reached the climb,
to challenge the law of our corrupted history,
the precipice sold me its fall for a few crumbs,
but that moon that witnessed the escape
of the men who were unfaithful to life,
took away every last drop of saliva from me,
that's why I write to you, I can't talk to you anymore,
I'm drowning in my own blood,
please don't jump, I couldn't be God, I was just Dante,
how loving each other so much we hurt each other so much,
dreaming of you is like falling through a spiritual spiral,
destroying what we had was our last ritual, come back,
the path remains the same, ma.

Chorus:
will you be able to forget that I hurt you,
that I didn't know how to come back,
I'm going to take off without landing,
in that place where everything sleeps,
I know you will dream, you will miss me,
how I wish I could be there,
to go through just one more time,
the immortality that your eyes gave me.