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I have come a long way and I know I still have more to go
But it's hard to do it when you're in bad shape
What was kept in my chest has already overflowed
And as much as I have shouted it, I have not been satisfied

Hundreds of stumbles that have not been due to whim
Being the beginnings of something that is now a fact
I feel like time has been pushing me towards the niche
And he has not achieved it by the balls he has put into it

Yesterday I already hit rock bottom
Now I have no roof
They're not going to stop me if I've already flown
What was said

I already scared away the ghosts that were waiting in the wings
Reaping with scythes the feat of a aforementioned
I know this is mine and with patience I take advantage of it
I have already written a thousand topics without conscience and out of spite

And that hasn't taken anything
And I've already cried a lot
And I learned
For those who do not give for me
I no longer fight

How many times have I looked at my broken watch?
How many times have I missed that which flew away?
How many times have I bled for the same mistake?
How many times have I believed that there would be no pain?

How many times have I shouted my fear silently?
How many times have I wanted to stop being me?
How many times have I slept next to my resentment?
I don't know how to continue living under pressure

Hours pass and time goes by slowly
Wait a moment
It sounds violent
But I'm not going to keep quiet about all the fucking shit I carry inside
I don't stop even against time
I go against everything and I am happy

This is my position
I prove it
I'm going to shout it even if I'm out of breath

Who has seen you and who sees you?
Those who know me tell me
If you've been through bad times, you'll stay
If it wasn't then
I don't need false shoulders at my side
If in the end they turn out to be a camouflaged see you later

I learned the hard way
If you fail me it's your fault
If you fail me one more time you will never see me again
Does this usually happen to you?
Not with me, don't be confused
If you screw up once, I won't allow a second one

I have cried too much for people who were lies
They hug you when you laugh
And when you're wrong they turn around
When I needed them
No one showed up
I asked them to save me
And I saw them save their asses

How many times have I looked at my broken watch?
How many times have I missed that which flew away?
How many times have I bled for the same mistake?
How many times have I believed that there would be no pain?

How many times have I shouted my fear silently?
How many times have I wanted to stop being me?
How many times have I slept next to my resentment?
I don't know how to continue living under pressure

How many times have I looked at my broken watch?
How-how-how?
How many times have I bled for the same mistake?
That there would be no pain How-how-how?
How many times have I wanted to stop being me?
How-how-how?
I don't know how to continue living under pressure

How many times have I looked at my broken watch?
How many times have I missed that which flew away?
How many times have I bled for the same mistake?
How many times have I believed that there would be no pain?

How many times have I shouted my fear silently?
How many times have I wanted to stop being me?
How many times have I slept next to my resentment?
I don't know how to continue living under pressure