Cómo Duele

How it hurts to see your world go to shit
How it hurts to feel like a fucking zero on the left
You know that fear when you see the ground close by
And in the end it turns out that the host is real?

I don't know what the fuck I'm waiting for to get better
I try to do things right, but something inside me screws it up
One part says continue, another part says stop
And in the end it is destiny that breaks my face

Just imagine your legs dislocating
And at the same time you feel inside that your chest has rocks
How tiring it is to see the air escaping from your mouth
How annoying it is to see that you break almost everything you touch

And I swear I'm already ashamed when he looks at me
His lips claim me, his gaze turns
How annoying it is to have to cry at Baghira bases
When it's someone I've admired all my life

I don't know anymore, how the hell am I going to be?
What I always wanted to be, when I lack strength
You see, I have forgotten to believe
And I don't even know how to go back, because my door has closed

And damn, I don't even know what to do
When I have so many voices going around in my head
I don't know, I'll have to go back
But how it hurts to see that the same pain begins

Piece by piece I build myself
But something in me stumbles, and I destroy it headlong
I face the problems, and I start with pride
And suddenly, an internal fear springs up, and that's when I run away

And I slip through the crowd, then there is no charm
What am I indelible? I am just one of many
That will end up being erased when your pulse stops
And your words will fly with your fear in the air

I multiply the vertigo and fear my attitude
Words are poisoned, and they pass through like dredgers
There is no oxygen anymore, there is no similarity
And when all else fails, please don't do it

You always screw up, my subconscious tells me
But there is a sad challenge that attacks you if you lie to yourself

You feel so many blows, that you suddenly regret it
Of biting that apple that that snake offered
You know it's too late, that there's nothing that can console you
You have fought so much against yourself that you can already smell the fear
In descending state, it is normal that you do not fly
And when you feel like it's never ending, that's when you think: How it hurts

I don't know anymore, how the hell am I going to be?
What I always wanted to be, when I lack strength
You see, I have forgotten to believe
And I don't even know how to go back, because my door has closed

And damn, I don't even know what to do
When I have so many voices going around in my head
I don't know, I'll have to go back
But how it hurts to see that the same pain begins

Always thinking about the same thing, huh?
Wake up
Think about what you said yesterday, remember?
If I don't believe in myself, who will believe me?
Believe yourself, no one will do it for you
Now come back, show everyone
That you were born to be here

And now I know how I'm going to be again
What I never stopped being, my strength never left
You see, I never stopped believing
Nor to return, because I did not close the door

And damn, of course I know what to do
Those voices that roamed around my head no longer exist
And now I know that I must not turn back
Because it motivates me to be who I am every day that begins