Desde Dentro (feat. Soge y Beret)

And, once again Beret
With Soge and Dante

Loving the balance, I liked to tremble
When I walked on the tightrope of my rope
Maybe every step was an illusion to be able to save myself
And now, I realized that it only suffocates me

Where am I late? In my science, there are no hours
I live for moments, everything else decorates
Do you think it doesn't bother me not being who I am, alone?
Do you think I want to be human if I'm not even a person?

And of course, I can't see myself when I was so blind
Because now I see enough to miss it
With feet on the ground, I doubt dreaming of the sky
If I don't even know what I should, how can I say I love you? And I

I can break in half
That with the emptiness I have, I would tell you I'm still whole
My happiness, just a contract of almost being able to have it
And the fine print a but

I understand now what infinity was
Since we were worth nothing and only our zeros united
I may not articulate a word when nouns are missing
To name you again

Losing everything, in case I don't find myself later
I take out what's inside, but then I don't feel it
Long nights, ephemeral days
I look into my chest, there's a desert inside

Even the door doesn't want to open for me
I walk naked on angels' tears
Shouting freedom, automaton verses
Dreaming the cycle, escaping from your prisons

The drizzle falling on the cold ground
I walked through your hallway to evict my name
Broken steps to not reach the summit
Throwing away yours and picking up mine

The light doesn't come in, open the curtain
And I thinking about morphine
I passed through your gardens to pick up my roses
I just wanted to return the thorns to you

I come back home and damn, times are tough
Silencing and healing my syndromes
Just in case, three eyes like a cyclops
Healing today what happened yesterday

Throwing my sorrows into nothingness
Sitting, I watch them fade away
Look at me when I least deserve it
So my soul can grow

I went through my hardships and endured a thousand slights
I faced fear head-on and it took me down
I learned a long time ago a piece of advice I must teach you
Be patient, be consistent, you don't get there faster by running

They didn't teach me how to get up
They taught me that more would come to try to knock me down
And they did, they hurt me, they lied to me by despising me
They said I was a zero and no one would want to listen to me

And here I am almost ten years later
Fighting daily for what makes me great
More accompanied than ever before in my life
And with more desire to conquer the world and delve into it

In the hearts of all those people
And find that corner without resentment where forgiveness is granted
All the mistakes made in the past
That have been shattered and no longer betray us

And now I'm seeing for myself
That I knew how to be strong and I could get out of that abyss
That with one hand I count those I love in everything
And with the other, I can climb and escape on my own

No one tells me what to do or what to say or what to think
No one understands the things I feel when I bring up a new topic
It's not to show off my level, or to show that I'm the strongest
It's to see that I keep moving forward and that, forever, I plan to stay