Lo Que Nunca Te Dije

Luckily I find you
I need to talk to you
I've been trying for four days and I can't do it

I feel a bit embarrassed to express my feelings to you
But I feel that if I don't say it, I'll explode for sure

Do you remember when I said I would always be with you?, well
I wasn't lying and to this day I keep it

Do you remember when I said from January to December?
It's still the best thing I had and what I have

Based on that, I want to thank you
Because only with caresses you made me do acrobatics
Time stood still, I looked at you and there was no rush
I got lost and I loved my gaze and your smile

Next to the sea breeze, everything else mattered less
The bad times ended or when I crashed without brakes
I noticed more the love than the arguments, definitely
Even though sometimes I was stupid and just played with fire

My attitude sometimes?
I know to kill me
And you, the only girl who managed to put up with me
You never failed me but I deserved it
I failed you, I yelled at you and yet you were there
With courage, showing a thousand reasons every day
You stayed close always knowing what you were getting into
And even if you think otherwise, I did appreciate you
And I never told you this but look, you know

I just want you to remember that I loved you like no one else
Because no one in this life made me feel like you did
Just as I remember your kisses and your I love you's
That made my day perfect even if the sky wasn't blue

And one more thing I ask of you, please don't cry
Even if we're not together anymore, better times will come
Raise your head and smile without looking back
You deserve the best and surely you will have it

Because someday you will find a person
Who will take care of you, love you, and respect you like I did before
And I promise you that by your side everything is good
And if you miss me, I miss you three times as much, keep that in mind
And I swear on my life I would have taken you to Mars

I didn't show it but I never stopped loving you

Hey
I think I have to leave you
I have to hurry because you're going to wake up
Now listen to me, darling, I know I'm not here

But you have to be strong, not for me but for yourself
I know it's very hard to have to hear it like this
But if I don't say it now, I'll never be able to say it

Dry those tears, I have little time left
Forgive me if it's late, I'm just saying what I feel
My heart stops but you know it demands
To look you in the eyes and say what I never told you