Ya No Hay Frío

Those desires to lose myself are no longer there
I've locked them away in the attic
I don't care anymore if they forget me and leave
The frost has passed and I don't feel so

Close to the world that surrounded me
Not so tense or prone to think that everything ends
The dense smell of blood that used to haunt me
And seeped into the words I uttered, it doesn't hurt anymore
The wind has taken away what I used to fear

And brought me what I truly deserved
And this story now sounds with a different melody
And the bells in the distance transmit joy
And now I understand that what mattered was here

I didn't know how to value it and that's why I wasn't happy
I don't understand how I could have been living like that
But I've turned the page and it's time to rewrite
With time I learned to value myself and understood
That I don't value anything if I don't value myself
And now I have twice the desire to live
When I look in the mirror I only feel relief

Because I feel like I freed myself from that cold
I'm not afraid to feel so alive
I don't feel like jumping into the void
I don't feel guilty if I focus on myself
I understand it now that I live with more [?]
I don't feel selfish when I laugh
And I don't intend to endure more until I'm fed up
I'm sorry, the sun has come out and I smile

And now I want to feel the return of summer
And that the poison that harmed us is gone
And if the good things come back to me in one breath
I'll keep it, it should have never gone
At least, after the winter I learned
That I must take care of myself, it's not good to be alive
Below zero, that after being so sunk
I can only show that I have succeeded

Because being in the deepest shit, searching
For an impulse to continue, I managed it by rapping
I managed to be the person I needed
And finally let out what I was crying about in a thousand songs
Putting aside my most self-destructive side
And not thinking about [?]
It's been over a year and I forgot to take care of myself
But even if it's late, I manage to get up

I know that if there's a moment, it's today
If I have to take another step, I'll take it
I always managed everything on my own and if I trust, I overcome it
I want to enjoy who I am
Not doubt myself, or where I'm going
Not tremble if I don't know where I am because I'm not afraid anymore

And I feel like I freed myself from that cold
I'm not afraid to feel so alive
I don't feel like jumping into the void
I don't feel guilty if I focus on myself
I understand it now that I live with more [?]
I don't feel selfish when I laugh
And I don't intend to endure more until I'm fed up
I'm sorry, the sun has come out, there's no cold anymore (No cold)