Ya No Hay Frío

Those desires to lose me are no longer there
I have locked them in the attic
I don't care anymore if they forget me and leave
The frost has passed and I no longer feel so

Close to the world around me
Neither so tense nor prone to thinking that everything is over
The thick smell of blood that used to plague me
And it slipped into the words that emanated, nothing hurts anymore

The wind has taken away what I once feared
And he brought me into my arms what I really deserved
And this story already sounds with another melody
And the bells in the distance transmit joy

And now I understand that what mattered was here
I didn't know how to value it and that's why I wasn't happy
I don't understand how I could be living like this
But I've already turned the page and I have to rewrite

Over time I was able to value myself and understood
I don't value anything if I don't value myself
And now I have twice as much desire to live
When I look in the mirror I only feel relief

Because I feel like I'm free from that cold
I'm no longer afraid of feeling so alive
I no longer feel like jumping into the void
I no longer feel guilty if I focus on my own thing

I understand it now since I live with more vigor
I don't feel selfish when I laugh
And I don't intend to endure any more until I'm sick of it
I'm sorry, the sun has come out and I smile

And now I want to notice how summer returns
And that the poison that hurt us is gone
And if the good comes back to me in one breath
I'll keep it, it should never have left

At least after winter I have learned
That I must take care of myself, that it is not good to be alive
Below zero, that after being so sunken
I can only prove that I have been able to do it

Because being in the deepest shit, searching
A push to continue, I got it by rapping
I managed to be the person I needed
And I finally let out what I never had in a thousand crying topics

Leaving aside my side that is more prone to harming myself
And going from thinking about everything to just what is important
It's been over a year and I've forgotten to take care of myself
But even though it's late, I manage to get up

I know that if there is any time, it is today
If I have to take another step, I will take it
I could always handle everything alone
And if I trust I overcome it
I want to enjoy who I am
Don't doubt me or where I'm going
Don't tremble if you don't know where I am because I'm not afraid anymore

And I feel like I'm free from that cold
I'm no longer afraid of feeling so alive
I no longer feel like jumping into the void
I no longer feel guilty if I focus on my own thing

I understand it now since I live with more vigor
I don't feel selfish when I laugh
And I don't intend to endure it any longer until I'm sick of it
I'm sorry, the sun has come out, it's not cold anymore (It's not cold anymore)