El Infierno

Yeah, the M

How do I feel?
If you left me with the word in my mouth
Your eyes reflect the bad you did to me
But you still see yourself as a goddess

I can't heal myself
When I kiss you I feel like I'm going to be poisoned
The storm doesn't go away and I'm still in it
The clumsiness of someone who insists on loving you

And this hurts me
More than I thought with the passage of time
The pages are stained with my tears
They dried with the touch of a handkerchief

And even though I miss you
Nothing changes because I already missed that flight
Because I already missed that flight

I am not the devil
I'm not a criminal, but I live in hell
I saw drugs, guns and shootings up close
And a couple of ñeris in another life I'm going to see them

I am not a saint either
I have more sins than years and that's true
I saw people turn into monsters because of the drugs
She's a whore and she's careful not to taste her kisses

The need arises
For accepting life they put a price on it
But they don't learn more
They want to finish assignments, not school

And I did not stay behind
I made mistakes that I don't regret
The pain is unusual
My soul continues and that is why I do not lend it