Esta Ausencia

To wake up
In the cold abyss of your absence
Is to beg for the lost hours
In my room

To remember
Every tear that was so ours
It bleeds my soul
It bleeds my soul

It's to walk
The path we wrote together
It's to touch a deep silence
In the heart

To escape
Through the gaps of a deep love
It's to lie again
To deny your absence

This absence so big
So hard, so deep
That breaks my reason into pieces

This naked absence
Of doubts and shadows
Your love pierces me

This absence that hurts deep in the soul
That burns inside my dream and my calm

This absence of ice
Of stone and silence
That cuts the hours mercilessly
This endless absence of nights and days
Has no end

It was so easy to say that goodbye would heal
The thorns stuck in your soul and mine
This absence screams at me
That life is ending
Because you won't return, you won't return

Can't you see?
Your departure led to nothing
Because time is nothing in the shadow
Of my loneliness

Can't you see?
Defeated and unable to find peace
What I would give to see you
And forget it all

This absence so big
So hard, so deep
That breaks my reason into pieces

This naked absence
Of doubts and shadows
Your love pierces me

This absence that hurts deep in the soul
That burns inside my dream and my calm
This absence screams at me
That life is ending
Because you won't return

And your departure bleeds me
And your memory makes my heart tremble
How can I forget you if I don't want to?
My God, love, without you I die

This absence of ice
Of stone and silence
That cuts the hours mercilessly
This endless absence of nights and days
Has no end

It was so easy to say that goodbye would heal
The thorns stuck in your soul and mine
This absence screams at me
That life is ending
Because you won't return