Rain

Lies and truths
That I used to be able to distinguish
They just dissolve right in front of me

Love and friendship
The warmth of a home
Are things I no longer understand

You thought that by leaving
And telling me you would be fine
I wouldn't be able to worry

You truly don't understand
You can't console me
I escaped instead of facing my mistake

How to live like this?
With memories of my guilt
Time only manages to increase it

I don't want to close
My eyes as it begins to torment me
The memory of your look of disappointment

When will this intense rain stop?
It's already mixing with my cold tears
How much more do I have to endure it raining around?
Is it precisely choosing me for so much pain?

Even though time is running out, we just want to find
A place to start over

But our intention
Is overshadowed by
The past that won't leave us alone

How can you trust a coward who ran away from his mistake?
And you try to console me by giving me courage
How can I forget if I can't even forgive myself?
Tears have become something common

Pain cannot be easily erased
Even though the scars are healing
They are just consequences of my sins
And even if I wish, I still can't atone for them

When will this intense rain stop?
It's already mixing with my cold tears
How much more do I have to endure it raining around?
Or did it just let me go?

I know this rain has become part of me
And it will fall, evoking my stumbles
Please, while it rains, just stay by my side
Only you can help my heart