​no me siento mejor

Another morning and the alarm goes off
And I can't wake up anymore
I think of you even when I don't want to
Maybe because I want to go back
My car broke down, I lost my phone
The boiler doesn't work anymore, my dog ran away
Mom asked me what happened between us
I told her: Everything's fine, but my heart broke

I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
I'm getting worse
Because honestly, I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
You messed me up, but I don't hold a grudge

I've been waiting all week for you to call
When did you remove me from your plans?
You looked happy, then you changed
Maybe you left me for someone else
I don't know who, I don't know when
I got over it, tell me why
Why was it like this? If I didn't mess up
I didn't know you, I was wrong
And now who will fix my heart?
I'm tired of always being the one who cries
Tell your friends how you ignore me
But then don't look for me if you feel lonely

I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
I'm getting worse
Because honestly, I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
You messed me up, but I don't hold a grudge
No, I'm going to throw shit
I'm hurt, it hurt me

Let me explain
How the hell am I not going to hold a grudge against you?
You made me believe that you felt something for me, but in the end you didn't
You said you didn't have time, that it wasn't the right moment
That focusing on yourself right now was the best
A week passed and you posted another guy on your story
Damn, now everything makes sense
I'm not one to be bitter
I'm just really hurt
Not because of you, but because of me
For deciding to be with you
Knowing that's how you've always been
Knowing what I was getting into
I sought a relationship with someone seeking attention from others
And now I'm screwed
I hope your heart gets broken
I hope you end up alone
I hope you suffer like I did
And when you're deeply involved, they replace you with another girl
What you did to me, honestly, can't be erased
Maybe, with time, I'll get over it, but you
Nothing can erase what you did

I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
I'm getting worse
Because honestly, I've done everything, oh, and no, I don't feel better
You messed me up, but I don't hold a grudge