De Una Pasión

I wanted to forget about the story
About the story and the memory
Devour the memories
The craziest, the sanest

I wanted to hide among your leaves
Spring novelty
Build myself with your eyes
A new soul

I wanted to leave your life
And I never could
I want to rip you out of mine
And I can't anymore

I wanted to cover up the words
I tied a knot in my mouth
I wanted to fall asleep in the agony
That the drugs leave me

I could live like this for a thousand years
I almost reached forty
So many lives have passed
That I don't know, I lost count

I wanted to buy you every day
Every afternoon, every night
I wanted to buy you happiness
And I only bought you a car

I wanted to know if you were pretty for me
If you were waiting in the nest
And to know if you were alone
But I fell asleep

And like the wind
I also wanted to change
To leave this sick life
But the vertigo and the liquor in your gaze
Dragged us
Always to the same place

I want to have you so much
I want to have you so much
I want to have you so much, so much
That I scare you

I wanted to change your last name
Offer you my blanket
Protect you in my lair
And you don't change at all

I said so much that I love you
That I want you, that I adore you
I said so many, many things
That I turned into a parrot

I wanted to taste your apples
And you gave me the forbidden one
I went for the first bite
But it was already bitten

And I lit a bonfire
To set us on fire
I wanted to be your arsonist
And in truth, I'm your firefighter

I wanted to cling to anything
To delirium, to the bottle
I held onto your butterfly but
It flew away with her

And what do I care if you tell me
That she's blonde and divine
That it always ends the same
And that love soon ends

And even though I know God exists
Today I'm going all in
I just want the nectar of your love
If the past, who cares
And the future, who knows!

I want to have you so much
I want to have you so much
I want to have you so much
So much that I scare you.