my abandoned love

Look at the wreck I’ve become
What do you feel when you see me, I wonder
You tossed me aside without a second thought
Like that pile of trash over there
Sorry, without a word, just like it was planned
You spat me out so easily (no)

What the hell was I to you?
Was there love in your words?
We were just something light
Questions left unanswered, tossed aside

My love, brutally trampled
My love, still wandering
My abandoned love
My abandoned love

I want to be calm like you, but it’s hard
Feels like the second hand stopped in my heart
Twisted up in my room
Your bright smile
The traces of you scattered around my space
I’m just floundering in it all
Your scent lingers in my life
Just when I think I’ve forgotten, it finds me again

My love, brutally trampled
My love, still wandering
My abandoned love
My abandoned love

Can you just disappear from my memories?
Can you fade away in this pointless cycle?
My abandoned love
My abandoned love

My love, brutally trampled
My love, still wandering