Estrella

I look at the sky and I know you're there proud of me
We're making history. We finally made it
Now I have a team that wants to see me clean
And a place worth almost a million in Antón Martín
Mom
Yesterday we sang at home and there were 6000
I couldn't help but imagine you there
The line wrapped around the block, for real
And the faces of those people, I can't even describe

But I confess it was tough not having you and I spent
Dancing with the devil like Lil Nas X
I thought I was God like the main guy in Devs
I blew my monthly cash on booze, ah
I'm a lot calmer now, I don't fight anymore
I learned to leave the place if it gets ugly
Now I watch who I hang with and who I'm around
And I avoid those who want me for the fame
I'm still messed up in the knee and I still walk with a limp
But I make up for it by being handsome and having your eyes
Thanks for the advice, now I get it all
Sorry for not paying attention in English
How was I so dumb?
Estrelli is good, my brother too
We got it under control, I swear, everything's okay
Dad had a rough patch and stopped caring
But now it's been two years since he quit smoking and drinking
You have two blonde granddaughters you never met
Who today run along the shore just like I did
Life sometimes rewards and sometimes curses you
Because loneliness is good only if you choose it

Nothing is the same since you’re not here
I look at the stars and ask them about you
There's no love
That can ease the pain of letting you go

I picked up this lyric two years later
I gotta say I got lost along the way, but I made it
Finally, the night is ending
It's about to dawn
And the pride I feel gives me chills
But
Around here, time is still our worst judge
And almost nothing is what it was yesterday
A few months ago, Uncle Domi passed away
And took a piece of all of us with him
Cousin Manuel just had a baby
Aunt Isabel is still crying for Miguel
Trini gave me a painting of the ones you made
And I smile every day seeing it on my wall
And I think, it feels like yesterday
When we came back from the beach
Red as a carnation
You always sang 'Twenty Years' while cooking
With the sun against you making you flare
Last night I finally got to play those DVDs
That you recorded for us to watch in your old age
12 years have passed
Until I dared to see your face and hear you again
And I remember you when I look at the sea from 3rd floor C
I always talk to you, you don’t have to respond
That's how I understood that nothing is stronger than faith
Making you proud has been my reason why
You're the number one reason
To keep pushing hard and emphasize staying sane
And neither drugs nor the devil could corrupt us
Because you guided me from wherever you are

Nothing is the same since you’re not here
I look at the stars and ask them about you
There's no love
That can ease the pain of letting you go