Tha thela

I wish I could be strong
And that you loved me more
More than I love you
So I could protect myself

I wish I could be tougher
To look at myself more
So I wouldn't be your victim anymore
So your waves wouldn't drown me

I wish you didn't exist
And you had another name
So I wouldn't know where you are
And nothing would mean anything
I wish you were a lie
With no meaning at all
But still, where are you really?
Like a weight in my chest

I wish I could go back
To the moment I met you
To break it and make it disappear
To save myself from the disaster

I wish you didn't exist
And you had another name
But still, I wouldn't know where you are
And nothing would mean anything
I wish you were a lie
With no meaning at all
But still, where are you really?
Like a weight in my chest