El Primer Paso

I analyze every piece
Every possibility
Before risking taking the first step
I take refuge in laziness
Set aside anxiety
Under the threat of a new failure

I dedicate myself to calculating
Every probability
That everything will go wrong
It's getting late to be
Going around in circles
And to think that everyone is waiting outside and you're not there
I've aimed the antennas but can't find a signal
You're not there
The end is getting further away

Locked in my head
Determined to get it right
I worry about not finding a good match
I gather strength from weakness
More out of solidarity
Than out of fear of falling apart

Determined to succeed
I'll make my way through with elbows in the end
You're not there
I've aimed the antennas but can't find a signal
You're not there
The end is getting further away

I analyze every piece
Every possibility
Before risking taking the first step

You're not there
I've aimed the antennas but can't find a signal
You're not there
The end is getting further away
You're not there
I've aimed the antennas but can't find a signal
You're not there
The end is getting further away