Creo Que Te Perdí

And you already left here
Every day that goes by, I haven't laughed again
I truly feel like I lost you
And the worst part is that I didn't lie

If you go, you leave me alone and insecure
More and more, I don't understand the truth

If you backtrack
Please don't come back anymore
I know you preferred him
If he lets you down, don't come back crying, woman

I can't sleep, writing, and I can't take it anymore
My mind only thinks about whether you'll come back
I write to you, and you don't reply
I'm not able to accept that I lost you

I call you, I text you, but not a single sign
I'm sorry, I can't forget you, I'm a social outcast
I'm scared to go out and lose myself again
In the emptiness of the times you pretended to love me

I feel useless for losing you
I feel useless for loving you
I'm becoming less aware
That I lost you, and this time it's for good

I no longer have your warmth present
But in my life, she's absent
I feel more alone every time
Every time, because of that shit, I can't control myself

Damn it, why can't you get out of my mind!
Please make me understand that I've really lost you
I don't want to go out because feelings hit me
I end up locked up, shutting away my memories