La Maman Et La Putain
Diabologum
The Mother and the Whore
How I love you.
Look, I'm starting to get drunk and I'm stuttering and it's absolutely horrible, because what I'm saying I really mean.
And I could stay with you all the time because I'm so happy.
I feel loved by both of you.
And the other one looking at me with eyes like mothballs, with a sneaky look, thinking: yes, my dear, you can talk all you want, but I'll have you.
Please Alexandre, I'm not acting.
But what do you think...
For me there are no whores.
For me, a girl who gets fucked by anyone, who gets fucked any way, is not a whore.
For me there are no whores, that's all.
You can suck anyone, you can get fucked by anyone, you're not a whore.
There are no whores on earth, fucking understand that.
And you certainly understand it.
The woman who is married and happy and dreams of getting fucked by I don't know who, by her husband's boss, or by some shitty actor, or by her dairyman or by her plumber...
Is she a whore?
There are no whores.
There are only idiots, there are only sexes.
What do you think.
It's not sad, huh, it's super cheerful.
And I get fucked by anyone, and I get fucked and I enjoy it.
Why do you attach so much importance to sex stories?
Sex...
You fuck me well.
Ah!
how I love you.
Only you can fuck me like that.
How people can deceive themselves.
How they can believe.
There's only one you, there's only one me.
There's only you to fuck me like that.
There's only me to be fucked like that by you.
What a funny thing.
What a horrible and sordid thing.
But fuck, what a sordid and horrible thing.
If you knew how much I can love both of you.
And how it can be independent of a sex story.
I recently lost my virginity, at twenty.
Nineteen, twenty years old.
What a recent thing.
And then, I had a maximum of lovers.
And I got fucked.
And maybe I'm a chronic sick person...
chronic fucking.
And yet fucking, I don't give a shit.
Getting fucked, that would piss me off big time, huh!
Right now, I have a tampon in my ass, to have it removed and to get fucked, it would take a lot.
It would take a lot.
I would have to be excited a lot.
Don't give a shit.
If people could understand once and for all that fucking is shit.
That there is only one very beautiful thing: it's fucking because we love each other so much that we would like to have a child who looks like us and otherwise it's something sordid...
You should only fuck when you really love each other.
And I'm not drunk...
if I cry...
I cry about my whole past life, my past sex life, which is so short.
Five years of sex life, it's very little.
You see, Marie, I'm talking to you because I love you a lot.
So many men fucked me.
I was desired because I had a big ass that could eventually be desirable.
I have very nice breasts that are very desirable.
My mouth is not bad either.
When my eyes are made up they're not bad either.
And many men desired me like that, you know, in vain.
And I was often fucked in vain.
I'm not dramatizing, Marie, you know.
I'm not drunk.
And what do you think, do you think I dwell on my shitty fate.
Absolutely not.
I was fucked like a whore.
But you know, I think one day a man will come and love me and have a child with me, because he will love me.
And love is only valid when you want to have a child together.
If you want to have a child, you feel that you love.
A couple who doesn't want to have a child is not a couple, it's shit, it's anything, it's dust...
the super-free couples...
You fuck on one side darling, I fuck on the other.
We're super happy together.
We find each other.
How good it is.
But it's not a reproach I'm making, on the contrary.
My sadness is not a reproach you know...
It's an old sadness that has been dragging on for five years...
You don't give a shit.
Look at both of you, you're going to be fine...
How happy you can be together.