El Verdadero Culpable

I was going to look for you that day, from a brown and dark sky
To talk to you about my latest sorrow, confidant and friend
In my soul, the hopes that time never died
You had to pick up the complaint of my love in silence

I was going to look for you that day, I had a premonition
You hadn't found a way for me not to see you
You knew I loved you and you didn't realize
Your charms hurt me and he always lied to you

Why did the stones get in the way, why
I kept quiet, didn't want to see you hurt maybe

I couldn't believe you had to leave
Where is the reason, secretly died with your goodbye
There was no time to scream, I choked on my confession
So much love for what, if you gave your life to a Don Juan

Where is the real culprit of such a cruel fate
I suffered so much seeing you devoted and he laughed at you
I couldn't even tell you he will make you die
And now that you live in my thoughts, you can understand

I don't forget you, I always carry you
You live with me, here in my mind

I was going to look for you that day, the afternoon darkened more
The same downpour wanted to hinder my way
The omen was so black, that I went to find you sleeping
In the dream of what you hope to wake up to in eternity

I was going to look for you that day, I wanted to relieve my chest
Knowing it was impossible to change your feeling
Your soul couldn't bear so much contempt and deceit
It wanted to fly hidden and keep its secret

Why did time steal your youth
Goodbye, may you be what you couldn't be here

I know you're now in heaven watching over my path
Closer to me, feeling every step I take
How much it makes me live, that your spirit can hear
My songs, my voice, and the sorrows of my heart

Where is the real culprit of such a cruel fate
I suffered so much seeing you devoted and he laughed at you
I didn't even want to tell you he will make you die
And now that you live in my thoughts, you can understand

I don't forget you, I always carry you
You live with me, here in my mind