Me Gustaría

I wish you hadn't left yet
That all of this was a lie
But if you came back soon, I would regret it

Luckily, I have friends who have my back
A dog that watches me while I sleep
And now sees me well but has seen me at my lowest

I've been an idiot, shutting the door on others
Always thinking that what we had was a miracle

I'm going to break in two
I'm going to say goodbye
There's no other way
I could have done better
But my voice broke
And I ran out of breath
I understand your pain
But now I matter
And this is what I feel
I wish you hadn't left yet
But this loneliness is only mine
We crumbled on our own ruin

Sometimes I think we didn't give it our all in the attempt
To beat the fear
The game is over and I'm fine if you're far away

I've been an idiot, shutting the door on others
Always thinking that what we had was a miracle

I'm going to break in two
I'm going to say goodbye
There's no other way
I could have done better
But my voice broke
And I ran out of breath
I understand your pain
But now I matter
And this is what I feel