Até Que Aprendas

Can't lie, can only say
What I feel, at the moment it's a vice
This precipice can't be descended
I know in the beginning it was a benefit
But now go, make yourself grow
Become a man, come back to see
And see if you approve those maneuvers
That you had in mind to do later
You see to believe, first vision was all in vain
But I wish it came like the reaction of first love
It's disappointment, but never forgets
You see the future but it fades
And what you wanted passed to other paths
You see you were doing but it doesn't happen
And you don't trust in doing magic
You see you couldn't, but wish you could
That life is nonsense talk
Normal scenes, I won't be too adult because my brain makes faces
I search for good moments in a corner but in vain
Because that corner is a world apart, and apart from the world they are not there

Until I learn
I follow and don't give up
Blind and against the wind
Seek my strength to fight
And the nourishment
Is to act calmly and with time
If life is a greeting
I do no more than greet it

And the one who left from here and left us in the lurch
Better late hello than that goodbye that comes too soon
We suffer from crisis if one day I said I don't understand
It's not stupidity, it's not that I don't understand, sometimes I don't want to understand
That's why I look and you look to the side
With a sulky look, if I pass by you
That's why God didn't give you two wings
Because he knows you would leave from here
I just want to show you and give you half of what I saw in my experience
You want to have a life without limits, without limits is not without conscience
I know it's tough to be free on the street, even if that street is not a prison
You had freedom, freedom is gone
When you took freedom from your brother
It's like wanting to make a revolution
Without having ambition and showing rebellion
But if the government says to smile
Everyone lines up for the photograph
For years I think about what I want
And why they turn it into what I wanted
If my father works, my mother scolds
Because the son fails thinking he could
If I could change maybe I would
But it would be the same
People I decided to send away even if I didn't want to
I'm a bit clumsy, sometimes I stumble and until I endure

I follow and don't give up
Blind and against the wind
I seek my strength to fight
And the nourishment
Is to act calmly and with time
If life is a greeting
I do no more than greet it