Saudade

Brother at the end of the tape, the whole song goes back to the beginning
Sometimes listening to it is a chore, changing the track is a sacrifice
Why laugh if they turn their backs on you, everyone doubts, no benefit is given
Even if the sky lights up, what shines is just a firework

And what I see, is your chin down
And your lips never up
Joy is never at home, sadness dominates
Sometimes we don't want, and suddenly we have

Or we want and never find
The great things we lose
For small things we connect
And you who played, dreamed of peace

Swam in the war to trace paths
Have a house overlooking the sea
Facing the mountains to hear the birds
Living without counting on longing

Without expecting it to come quietly
Because nothing is sadder
Than someone contributing to us living alone
I just want to look at my nephew later and say

That longing is also missed
Not getting into fights, getting into the beat
Even if the needle jumps
Without much hurry

But always at the right time
Apply all reasoning
Because it's destined and we die on the date
And while some wait for time to end

Not lying down, eyes closed
Waiting for it to change
Your will is I don't like, I didn't want
I didn't make it in time
I didn't do, I couldn't

Aim to hit the mark
Virtue is not on one side
Having full awareness of gravity
Who feels longing, doesn't feel health my boy

Honor the memory and do it with soul
It never took a master's degree
To keep the mind and the world in the palm
Silence gives consent, what you feel
Is very evident, I feel in the speech

If you reach out to open a door
You can't cry when it gets stuck
Sometimes you miss someone who doesn't miss
And all of this becomes a cycle
And when you try to take your step forward
You end up back on the tricycle

Times when you embark with the subconscious
And think you fall into ridicule
Sometimes you miss someone who doesn't miss
And all of this becomes a cycle

Sometimes I miss
Seeing my neighborhood active and joyful
At that time when you said
It was just a hangout and bad vibes

I miss the time when
Your face didn't carry that attitude
I miss seeing the friendship
Between the neighborhoods around here

Miss the school days and the unity
Classmates I no longer talk to just for lack of connection
But do you really want to know what I feel proud of?
I'm proud of what we were
Nothing pays for what I miss