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Once again you crossed the line, you left
You packed your clothes in the suitcase, you screwed up for those who adore you
Your head thirty times hotter than an hour ago
You think about everything except the cold outside
Then you stop and think where you stop now
The stepfather doesn't care and your mother doesn't get better
It's the grief that worsens as it's been begging you for a while
The pain solidifies, respect evaporates
Without thinking about the next meal,
In parties you live for 4 hours, you don't care about the other twenty
If you were a beggar, friends would put you miles away
But you have money and drinks, everything is wonderful
You keep thinking it's nothing, a hallucinated mind
Lost soul, drooping eyes and itchy nostril
Seeing your younger brother with tears in his eyes
Because in that river you swim because he can't do anything
You enter this constant beat without seeing the reason
All the true ones warn you, you don't pay attention
You say you have lifelong friends, you know who they are
No matter how down you are, they will never leave you... no...
But I don't know if it was like that, but let me tell you that at the end
And there you are, cutting lines on the table listening to fast music
You prefer a lively routine than your extinguished joint
And you keep going, just passing by
Happily smiling, but sometimes thinking
Trusts are rising, friendships not so much
Possessions are decreasing, friends are leaving
And now what do you do?

And you met your new home
Rehabilitation center, you have your body to heal
And you don't get it in your head that they want to help you
Those there start a conversation but you don't want to talk
You stay apart, your life is boring
They exchanged alcohol and drugs for a remedy
You lose your vices, so you gain fear
Sitting looking at nothing, it was a month and a half like this
It was 45 days without communication
In the opinion of those who work there, you have no solution
It's unwillingness in the things you reject
Because you skip dinner and refuse lunch, you lie down...
Hoping you won't remember that tomorrow, in this swirling world
And to your surprise, brother, today you woke up with a smile
And you see that everything you lived was ungrateful
Because life is too valuable to burn in silver
And at that moment you will win all the duels
And get back the girlfriend you traded for mushrooms
It's time, react, get up, breathe
Life is too innocent to be constantly targeted
When you go out there, everyone expects a relapse
If life is lived at 100 you know well that it goes away
You look at the clock, you see the hand
Two months have passed, the third is passing
And you try to beat that tricky bug
That creates that desire you have to take a sniff
You spent the whole time hallucinating and without memory
You endured until you cried and admitted your mistake
You had strength and came out of your corner
You still carry the shame but the hangover is not so much
All the vices and desires are disappearing in the meantime
You're not at 100% yet but you're almost recovered, to your surprise

Now at home you feel the company
Of the people you stole joy from
You have more energy, you have more self-love
Everything is so clear, everything is so sober
And now that you don't touch anything
Next to the heavy guys
If you don't smoke from the joint you're a fool
You've become a despised person, you'd go back to the road for yourself
But my boy life is not made of opium... no no no no
And you're gaining a certain sense
Because of so much doubt you ended up divided
Don't feel oppressed, no
Because you know well that a small light brings a lot of light in the darkness
The sadness of leaving... There's a lot lost
But you recover if you have a heart
And you remember the woman of your life, the one you saw leaving
Even she has returned to your mattress
So you take advantage of everything they give you
You look around and you notice where are your friends?
You don't cry but you endure that wound, but it will have to be forgotten
Because your mother and your brother are moved
And if someday someone tells you that the world is not made for dependents
You don't depend on the conversation, go ahead
You always knew, you have people who help you
You have people who are pure, my boy I'm part of those people
Whenever you remember the comb, remember with agony
Live life normally, reject that nostalgia
And fight against tides because you are the one guiding the boat
Because now you are children, but one day you will be a father... I'm here to see

The race is too short to run
And if someday you go blind I'm here to make you see
You have more than one goal to win
It's no use betting if you know you're going to lose
But man I'm with you and you're with me
Because your path is long and not always downhill
You just have to fall to learn and make it happen
The head is to be raised my brother