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Lately
This place feels a little different
The walls have become transparent
You don't have to be a psychic to sense something's coming
Uhm
An incident

Always attentive to noises
Waiting the worst
I don't even wish that feeling on my worst enemy
Seeing life depending on a bad decision
Oh
And that day came
And that day came

And that day came
And that day came
And that day came
I still remember that afternoon

It was Friday
And I was on the same old thing
Locked in my room and it was raining hard outside
I heard a loud noise and went to check it out
I went up to the terrace and you were about to jump
Go away
How many pills did you take?
I called the ambulance so they can come get you
You've tired me out
Is time to hospitalize you
We can get out of this, it's not too late yet

You tried to hit me and fell
And you started crawling
You're supposed to be the one taking care of me

I could see in your eyes that there was no one behind

On second thought
I would have let you fall
Now, because of that shit, I have PTSD
Not even the purest CBD can calm my paranoia
Pills are the only thing I inherited