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Lately
This place feels a little different
The walls became transparent
To feel that something is coming you don't need to be clairvoyant
Uhm
An incident

Always pay attention to noises
expecting the worst
I don't even wish my worst enemy the feeling
To see life depending on a bad decision
Oh
And that day came
And that day came

And that day came
And that day came
And that day came
I still remember that afternoon

It was Friday
And I was in the usual
Locked in my room and it was raining hard outside
I heard a loud noise and went to look
I went up to the terrace and you were about to throw yourself
get away
How many pills did you take?
Call the ambulance so they can come get you
I tired
It's time to go in
We can get out of this it's not too late yet

You tried to hit me and you fell
and you started to crawl
You're supposed to be the one who should take care of me

I could see in your eyes that there was no one behind

Second thought
I would have let you fall
Now because of that shit I have PTSD
Paranoia is not calmed by even the purest CBD
The pills are the only thing I inherited