Sleep

I know one day I told you
that I would never let you down but today,
I don't even know where I am, let alone where I'm going,
and this drug does more than just numb me
it only manages to make me sicker...
It's no surprise that tomorrow could be a little worse,
I may be cold but honest every time I tell you that

I can't promise forever
I don't even know if I can promise today,
forget everything I say tonight...

I'll dream of you if I can sleep,
the nights have been long since the day
I met you...

Either I was born in love or I've never truly been
and it's not that I don't believe in love, that's just how I am.
If saying 'tomorrow' is predicting and saying 'perfect' is lying
why not just feel these lips, these hands
that don't stop even though I'm so weak... from trying and failing so much,
the marks on my arms say:

I can't promise 'forever'
I don't even know if I can promise 'today',
forget everything I say tonight...

I'll dream of you if I can sleep,
the nights have been long since the day
I met you...
My guardian angel waits in your bed
I sent him to take care of you, for your own good to keep you away
from me forever...

And I don't regret anything I did yesterday
I regret what I could have done, could have said
and now I can never do it...

I can't promise 'forever'
I don't even know if I can promise 'today',
forget everything I say tonight
Everything I say tonight... tonight...

I'll dream of you if I can sleep,
the nights have been long since the day
I met you...
My guardian angel waits in your bed
I sent him to take care of you, for your own good to keep you away
from me forever...