Rap de Zerofuku

Just wanted to give
A bit of my joy
It hurt to see so much pain
Death, fear, and disease

Distressed, I wanted to help
But didn't know how to act
I was too young to be a God
But then a solution came to me

I'll absorb all their sad misfortune and despair
And erase the cruel suffering that threatens them
I traveled the world trying to consume all the pain
But could never stop their resentment

I can't take it anymore

Why do those gray days continue
And their faces look unhappy?
Haven't they closed their scars properly?
They've lost their way

And now they despise me
With their judgmental looks
Destroying the little hope left in my soul
And my hatred worsens

And who is he? Goes
With people who remain loyal, to
That rebellious role, gives
Peace and joy to his followers

This is so unfair and cruel
Hatred tastes like bile to me
And I distanced myself to avoid executing divine punishment
On humanity that deserves to feel it on their skin

My pure heart fell into the dark
Abyss of hatred and changed my future
I've become a lost case
A sad demon that has been corrupted

Because even if I did the impossible
To see them happy
It was all in vain, oh!
The hatred has continued, oh!

That's my pain

Consumed by so much evil
Determined to show no mercy
I promised to avenge that being
Who stole my happiness

And unleashed all my stored anger against the enemy
Wanting to defeat him and give him his harsh punishment with rage
I surrendered to hatred, completely blind
But deep inside, a profound pain still lingered

I can't take it anymore

But something was screaming in my heart
Unconsciously, seeking a reason
To stop that decay
That filled my soul with dismay

Resentment has given me nothing
Only more pain I feel in everything
I do, caused a thousand disasters
And still, my soul wasn't calm

But through him, I learned
That I have to look within myself
To love myself would be the way
To finally be able to be happy

And I understood it
Finally felt it
But suddenly a dark energy
Had entered my mind and taken over me

My pure heart fell into the dark
Abyss of hatred and changed my future
I've become a lost case
A sad demon that has been corrupted

Because even if I did the impossible
To see them happy
It was all in vain, oh!
The hatred has continued, oh!

And I gave it all
No matter the way
They were my treasure
But they shattered

My heart
And now, powerless
I lost my mind
Don't want to die yet

Help me
Help me
Woo oh!
Help me
Help me