Macramé

I have to stop seeing you
I'm tired of thinking
This circle and pendant
Where will I end up now?

And the sadness of a longing and the witness of a treasure
Can hide the truth from me
I would lie to you in the same way
If you knew I don't cry, to forget that I'm not well

I am certain that the world detests me
Just stay this time
Until I disappear
And I am certain that all of this stinks
I will only stay this time
I wouldn't want to ruin the party

I have to stop seeing
The reflection on my phone
This space in my mind
Where will I end up now?

And the sadness of a longing and the witness of a treasure
Can hide me from the truth
I would lie to you in the same way
If you knew I don't cry, to forget that I'm not well

I am certain that the world detests me
Just stay this time
Until I disappear
And I am certain that all of this stinks
I will only stay this time
I wouldn't want to ruin the party