Déjame Mirar

I wanted to find you in my dreams
Search for you in a cloud and your infinite eternity would sail in my port city
Climb up and you'll see I've drawn a sky I've never shown
You don't know my name, I've never introduced myself
It hasn't been necessary, I observe you from afar
For me, this is enough, it's not so crazy or complex
It's a pleasure to watch you without you knowing I exist
I don't remember when, how, there's no record in my mind
However, I started by watching you talk
Smiling, sharing with your loved ones existing
Simply smiling and me invisible
So different, so horrible, so human and predictable
In a second
It seemed like a rhythm playing on a speaker, my soundtrack
In my walking madness, three minutes laughing at an hour
I said hunger is art, I said fear of meeting you
Not being able to talk to you in this constant mask
Let the sky and Mars open up and let Titans lift me
If your mirage were to find out about this, my spying on you
So mundane yet irritable, so Roman and perfectible
And the before and after of this confession will be decisive
I know what you're thinking, I'm a delusional psycho
I'm talking about an insomnia without lethargy
And just let me watch the tango
Of your silhouette dancing alone and just be a spectator of your soul in the meantime
I'll go like a ghost talking
I'll go like a ghost and you won't hear
The words behind your breath and when the silent time comes
I'll be waiting at the end
Just let me watch

I could have you without touching you, we had remaining time
But
Once again I could find you where no one can talk to you
Well

I'll be invisible
In the eyes of your free walk, I just sit to listen to the silence, the passing of the wind
And even though you didn't see it, because you fell sadly
We were a song, we were a reason, we were the star in the intangible cosmos
We must take advantage of the moment, the cold hits the windows of the soul
It distances you, but Karma makes you come back
Perpetuates the word
You are perplexed when you go down on the wheel and starting over is the motto
There are those who can take out the method
To format the brain with excessive weightless information
I managed to cross to float in your sea of secrets
No one knows what an inconcrete heart holds
Let me watch, let me imbue this peaceful atmosphere
As soon as the signal is given, but this time without stumbling
We let go of the past, now we must conquer
The future can change, I believe, it can't be deciphered
I will find the hidden space of your thoughts
No one wants to hide affection, especially if it's real
The sky witnesses a sheltering poem
For this storm, I bid farewell, I give way to the end

I give way to the end
Just let me watch
I'll know where to be
Like in a dream and wake up
I'll try not to wait
Like the birds and the sea
Receive rain and keep salt
I'll hide in this place

I could have you without touching you, we had remaining time
But
Once again I could find you where no one can talk to you
Well

You're also a good guy
But you're not happy
And what worries me the most is that I think you know it and you don't care
Because humans seem to resign themselves to so many things that are destroying them
And because they do so little to change those things
They're either committing suicide for stupid reasons or paying for guilt