A Pie Firme

They have told me to be strong in the face of adversity
I only know fear in a state of peace
They say I should get up and I can't anymore
How do they expect me to heal without being able to cry?

I'll give you whatever you ask to rewind
I wouldn't take the death of those who are no longer here
Just for a moment with the walk
Tell them that I love them and they can hear

Sometimes I don't forgive myself, I just can't control
I throw everything in the mud for being a being
Who lived far from everything because he didn't put
Poles with only two, I don't turn, man

I hid from life, living it in secret
Although I know that's not life, but it's mine, and I
Found the way out, come with me, my life
Even if the battery runs out, I will light you up

I always said that the future was written, and no
Decisions I've made have made me who I am
I went wrong somewhere, but until today
That I've learned to trust in everything I give

Days that I haven't lived, but I lost them
I no longer want anything material here
I'd trade you 20 years for a gray day
That's how time was when I saw it clearly

But it's not there anymore, what can be done?
If I go to the ground, I lose only myself
Crying is mental, I won't go crazy
I'll keep on firm foot in the face of all the pain

I keep looking for keys to not make mistakes
I swear I work to be the best
I'm not talking about my peers, I have no more rivals
Because I knew I had to surpass myself

Maybe I became cold because I didn't share my things
Because I didn't share nights with people and drinks
Now that I look at it, I don't see the bad
Thinking about it calmly, I was nobody's slave

I want to lose the fear of showing
Because wanting is not wanting if I don't act
If I don't hug, if I don't kiss, no one notices that this ice
Started playing with fire and now it lit up to love

But it's not there anymore, what can be done?
If I go to the ground, I lose only myself
Crying is mental, I won't go crazy
I'll keep on firm foot in the face of all the pain

I keep looking for keys to not make mistakes
I swear I work to be the best
I'm not talking about my peers, I have no more rivals
Because I knew I had to surpass myself

Sometimes I don't forgive myself, I just can't control
I throw everything in the mud for being a being
Who lived far from everything because he didn't put
Poles with only two, I don't turn, man

I hid from life, living it in secret
Although I know that's not life, but it's mine, and I
Found the way out, come with me, my life
Even if the battery runs out, I will light you up