Lluvia

Lies and truths
That I used to tell apart
Are fading right in front of me
Love and friendship
The warmth of a home
Are things I just can't understand anymore

You thought that when I left
And told me you'd be fine
I wouldn't worry anymore
You really don't get it
You can't comfort me
I ran away instead of facing my mistake

How can I live like this with the memories of my guilt?
Time only makes it worse
I don't want to close
My eyes because it starts to haunt me
The memory of your disappointed look

When will this heavy rain stop?
It's mixing with my cold tears
How much longer do I have to endure this rain around me?
Does it really choose me for all this pain?

Even though time is running out, we just want to find
A place to start over
But our intentions are overshadowed by
The past that won't let us be

How can you trust
A coward who ran from his mistake?
And you try to comfort me by giving me strength
How can I forget if I can't even forgive myself?
Tears have become something normal

Pain can't be easily erased
Even if the scars are healing
They're just consequences of my sins
And even though I wish to, I can't atone for them yet

When will this heavy rain stop?
It's mixing with my cold tears
How much longer do I have to endure this rain around me?
Or should I just let it take me away?

I know this rain has become part of me
And it will fall, recalling my stumbles
Please, while it rains, just stay by my side
Only you can help my heart